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2013/08/23 (Fri) 10:36
為了愛,我等你!!!

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男孩和女孩是從小就在一起玩的玩伴,那時他們不懂什麼叫愛情。天天開心的玩在一起。慢慢的,男孩喜歡了女孩,可是男孩不敢說出口,因為他覺得自己並不是那麼的優秀。到了高二的時候,男孩准備給女孩表白,卻發現原來女孩已近有另一半了。她的另一半是男孩的一個哥們,男孩知道自己並沒有他優秀。所以默默的不出聲。到了高三的時候,他們分手了,男孩看到希望了,可是還說不出口。

升上了大學,要分班了。男孩和女孩分開了,男孩並沒有因此放棄,而是等待機會。在大一下學期的時候,男孩從朋友的口中得知到,女孩又交了另一半。男孩知道了之後假裝沒事,晚上會到了家,自己哭了一個晚上。男孩以為自己沒有機會了,所以他在自己班裏,找了一個女孩子做自己的女朋友,沒到一個星期的時間,就分手了。

過了一段時間,女孩跟他的另一半分了,男孩也從朋友的口中知道,女孩的初吻沒了,男孩並不那麼的在意。男孩還是比較膽小,不敢說出口,不敢告訴女孩。直到了大二的下學期,男孩怎麼也憋不住口了,告訴了女孩。女孩當時挺詫異的,想不到男孩原來喜歡了自己這麽久,也有點不相信男孩的話。可是男孩說的一切都是真的!

女孩那時已經已經變得成熟了,她已近知道學業才是第一的,女孩毫不留情的拒絕了男孩。可是男孩還不甘心。終於,女孩答應了男孩。可是,不是在一起,而是要男孩等待。等到大家都讀完大學,等到大家都長大。雖然這樣,男孩都很高興,好幾晚睡不著。

應為男孩和女孩都報了同一個補習班,男孩經常拿藉口說和女孩一起去補習,約女孩出來。他們兩搭著同一臺公車去,搭著同一臺公車回。雖然說他們沒坐在一起,沒牽過手,沒親過。可是男孩覺得無比的幸福,因為男孩是那麼的喜歡女孩。

這樣的快樂日子並不長久,過了幾個月。女孩就叫男孩放棄,說自己一開始只是開玩笑,叫你等,讓你知難而退,可是你竟然答應了。男孩知道了之後很傷心,也有點惱火。

男孩很狠女孩,男孩下定決心要忘掉女孩……

到了大三,又要分班了。男孩和女孩分到了一班,男孩知道之後沒多大在意。因為男孩覺得,她已近忘掉女孩了。可是事實並非如此。開學只有兩個星期,男孩才知道自己原來並沒有忘掉女孩,男孩才知道自己原來還在喜歡著女孩。

男孩想了很久,究竟要不要告訴女孩自己還喜歡她。想通了,男孩最終還是告訴了女孩。男孩說:我還會繼續等你,等到你張大、等到你成熟。如果你跟別的男孩一起,我會等到你跟他分手、如果你跟別的男孩結婚了,我會等到你跟他離婚。等到你你天荒地老,等到你喜歡我為止。男孩為了女孩努力的讀書,為的就是能夠以後如果能跟女孩在一起最起碼配得起女孩。

男孩不知道這樣做是對不對,他只知道自己很喜歡女孩!

2013/08/23 (Fri) 10:35
Google’s brave new friendless feed

t’s like Facebook without all those annoying “friends.” Instead of having to look at what weird things other people are interested in, like their babies, Google shows me the weird things I’m interested in, like Legend of Zelda and Elon Musk.

This is a fundamental shift in content consumption from curation based on our explicit choices to curation based on our implicit preferences mined from past behavior. It could unlock our niche fascinations without us ever having to pledge allegiance to them philippines real estate.

Today Google officially launched “feed” in its main iOS and Android apps. Finally, technology has evolved to bring us personalized news without a social graph or personality quiz. Instead, Google combines the most important news stories of the day with ones about topics you’ve previously searched. That last part will strike some as a creepy misappropriation of sensitive data. But once people start scrolling, they might find those recycled insights quite delightful.

A genius solution to the problem that killed Google Plus

You don’t friend anyone, so there’s none of the filter-bubble echosphere problem of Facebook. You don’t manually follow publishers, so you don’t have to plant flags at a particular end of the political spectrum like on Twitter. And you don’t “Like” content, so there’s no pressure to support something out of guilt, pity or social obligation.

The Google feed (lowercase?) instead looks at what’s popular around your town and the world, tying you closer to your community. Controversial news topics show a sliding carousel of different sources to widen your perspective. And Google understands that your interests wax and wane over time, so if you stop searching for something the algorithm allows that topic to atrophy in your feed.

The lack of your friends’ endorsements for links means you’re never persuaded to click something you didn’t think you cared about. Perhaps that trades the filter bubbles of a few friends for a solo filter condom. But we already have so many sources of spontaneous social content discovery. After testing since December, the launch of Google’s single-player feed adds something different to our mix of apps.

Instead of spotlighting its core incompetency in social, Google leverages its core competency knowing everything you do online thanks to its ownership of search, email, calendar, maps, YouTube and the Android operating system. The Google Now brand is being retired, and its utilitarian alerts about traffic and appointments relegated to a secondary tab in the Google app. But the underlying technology that pulled data from your Google app ecosystem had been wisely repurposed as signals about the news and entertainment you desire IP Networking Solutions.

Google purposefully built a ghost town

The Google feed’s greatest flaw is its lack of depth. Facebook brags that it chooses just the best 200 stories from around 3,500 it could show you each day. That’s in part because it’s had years to learn what you Like. After a few vertical swipes, Google has a tough time correlating your searches with current news, and the feed’s relevance starts to plummet. But at least the Google app seems cognizant of its shallow content pool, deterring further browsing past the first 10 links by forcing you to tap a “more stories” button instead of infinitely scrolling.

All in all, this feed is a genius solution to the problem that killed Google Plus: No friends. Rather than create a copycat feed that depended on them and fell short in their absence, Google purposefully built a ghost town that treats their omission as a feature, not a bug embroidery logo.

2013/08/13 (Tue) 15:54
穿上高跟鞋,我就是公主

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天氣很不錯,陽光很好,抬頭望天,藍的深邃,藍得讓人心慌。這樣子,真的會讓人很是難過……

喜歡這個冬季,其實從沒喜歡過冬季。難熬的冬季,我選擇拉黑,再刪除,然後忽略,最後永不見。

這個季節過生日很好,真的很好,不是冬季,也稱不上春季,季節更換的時候便是我最欣喜的,那是屬於自己的第五季。陽光大把大把的泄在身上,好溫暖,好溫暖……就好似你給過的擁抱,而那種溫存總讓我不驚意的酸楚,一點一點地,一日更勝一日的酸疼。

美好注定只是憂傷的前奏,而結局卻已經寫在了開始的前頭。如果有的選擇,如果真的可以,我希望把對你的記憶剪切在電腦裏,建立一個文件夾,把它隱藏起來,永遠不想打開。

我知道我只是重複著別人未完待續的故事,我不是這出戲的主角,不可能一直陪你走到最後,這出戲的插曲,曇花一現的美麗,掩飾不住我成為上一任的無奈……人生如戲,誰是我的主題曲?

天高海闊,我要做最堅強的泡沫,我允許你走進我的生活,但不允許你在我的生活裏走來走去。我將留下你的美,你的好揣個滿懷,然後慢慢忘記。生活要繼續,那麼我只好邊走邊忘。而我呢?又會被誰收藏,然後再被念念不忘的忘記?

冷風過境,回憶凍結成了冰。十字路口,我們分著走,你走我的淚,我走你的恨,這是宿命的輩,還是輪回的痛?不懂,不想去懂……

2013/08/13 (Tue) 15:54
Woods, McIlroy doubts for British Open

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Tiger Woods and Rory McIlroy will start as British Open favourites at Muirfield from July 18 but have question marks over them for the year's third major.

For Woods, the doubt is over a sore left elbow that has sidelined him since a poor showing at the US Open in mid June.

For McIlroy, the uncertainty is poor form since changing clubs.

Woods had a great start to the year, winning four tournaments, finishing fourth at the Masters and regaining the world No.1 spot from McIlroy headphone stand.

It seemed odds-on he would finally add a 15th major to his career haul, the last coming at the 2008 US Open before his infamous sex scandal.

But all that changed at Merion as the inner elbow sprain he picked up in winning the Players Championship was worsened by blasting out of the thick rough in Philadelphia.

His worst showing in finishing a major championship was followed by a quick decision not to play again until the British Open four weeks away.

At the time, Woods said he was simply heeding medical advice.

"I listened to my docs. I'm not touching a club. We're treating it and eventually I'll start the strengthening process of it, then start hitting balls to get up to speed for the British," he said.

The 37-year-old, who has won the British Open three times (2000, 2005, 2006) has made no comments on the injury since then.

But with the rough at Muirfield set to be deep and punishing, anything short of full fitness could sink his hopes on a course where he shot his worst score as a pro - a 10-over-par 81 - the last time The Open was held there in 2002 hong kong companies registry.

McIlroy has been similarly quiet in the build-up to the Open. He also struggled at Merion, where he tied for 41st, before missing the cut at last month's Irish Open.

The 24-year-old admitted he was still having problems with his new driver and would try to sort out the problems that have left him winless this year.

McIlroy was not tempted to tee off in the French or Scottish Opens, traditional warm-ups for the British.

"No, I am not going to add a tournament as I am going to take the next two weeks off," he said in Ireland.

Defending champion Ernie Els and four-time major winner Phil Mickelson entered the Scottish Open, but missed the cut, while Ryder Cup stars Luke Donald, Martin Kaymer, Ian Poulter and Graeme McDowell all opted to compete in France, where McDowell won for the third time this year custom embroidered patches.

Justin Rose will seek to become the first player since Woods in 2000 to win back-to-back US and British Opens.

Muirfield will play 158 yards longer than in 2002 while new tees have been added at seven holes taking the overall distance from 7034 yards - when Els won 11 years ago - to 7192 yards.

2013/08/08 (Thu) 12:24
故城舊夢

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風一更,雪一更,聒碎鄉心夢不成,故園無此聲……

閉上眼,想去嗅新鮮的夏日氣息,睜開時,卻已黃葉滿天,霧氣彌漫著整個冬天。凜冽的寒風,無休無止的吹,吹紅了,旅人的眼睛。忽而嚴冬,似一柄西門吹雪的劍,無聲地吻了你的脖頸。

從早春到清秋,從盛夏到寒冬,我在天津,生活了整整兩年。

坐在教室靠窗的位置,瑟瑟發抖。窗外灰蒙蒙的天空,陰沉的讓人窒息,一如低落的情緒,鬱結不化的心情。我不喜歡這裏的冬天。

印象裏,那個我稱之為故鄉的小城,冬天是清涼的,零下15°卻並不覺得刺骨。兩年前的11月,我站在河邊,注視著天鵝優雅遊過水面。我的故城,天鵝的故鄉。季節變遷,候鳥飛了又回,可我們,卻不知還可以回去寥寥的幾次。三年前的深冬,沒膝的大雪,我和同學放肆的打雪仗,一同在雪地踩下深深淺淺的腳印,大雪紛飛,印跡填平,我們也都遠遠的離開。

時間是一只漫長的鐘,如果有一天,鐘壞了,停滯的指針,將時間永遠定格在我的故城舊夢裏,該有多好。

我總愛做夢,總在不經意的瞬間,被某個細節觸碰到心底最柔軟的角落,產生時光倒轉的錯覺。

被鬧鐘吵醒的早晨,偶爾會坐在床上發呆。以前是沒有鬧鐘的。習慣了在媽媽一遍遍催促下從睡夢裏醒來,吃過豐盛的早餐,頂著惺忪的睡眼出門上學。天還未亮的清晨,像一張灰藍色的網,密密地覆蓋在那一方天地裏,踏實又安靜。公園晨練的老人,露珠微顫的花葉,清脆空靈的鳥鳴,是每天必有的風景……

下課去食堂的路上,擠在熙攘的人群中,聞到若有若無的飯香,驀地內心酸澀,仿佛從前走過三年的小巷就在眼前。傍晚的小巷,路旁是錯落有致的房屋,亮著星星點點的燈火,昏黃的光暈裏,大人們忙碌准備著晚飯。蒸騰的白色熱氣,遊離的誘人香味……空氣裏彌漫著忙碌又溫暖的氣息。那時的我,總是快步經過,想早些回到屬於自己的那一點燈火裏取暖。而這一刻,多麼希望在夕陽的餘暉中慢慢地沿著小巷踱步,走向陰影深處沒有盡頭的出口。因為,小巷的出口是家的地方,而我就可以永遠走在這條回家的路上,沒有回頭……

四月的校園,悶熱的空氣,聒噪的蟬鳴,返綠的新葉夾雜著不知名的花朵,微風拂過,花瓣紛揚,一並帶著我的思緒飄向遠方。四月的故城,也該是花瓣紛飛的吧,白茫茫一片,梨花的海洋。小小的白色骨朵,嫩黃的花心,淡雅而清新,讓人不忍觸摸,生怕驚嚇了這些小精靈。

有人說,喜歡一座城,大抵是因為城裏有你牽掛的人,或者難以忘懷的過去。果真如此的話,那麼我的小城,每一條街道都是我的故事,叫我如何不想念?

學校前的林蔭道,與曾經偷偷喜歡的男生無數次擦肩,陽光碎若星辰的灑滿地面,樹葉沙沙作響,惴惴不安的小心跳,難忘的相視一笑……車水馬龍的街轉角,是和好朋友最愛光顧的糖葫蘆小店,還有一家古老的書報亭,幾個人捧著雜志,沉醉在那個年紀為之癡迷的故事裏失落感傷……孔雀河邊,炎熱的夏夜和爸爸媽媽散步,嬉笑瘋鬧……書店、商場、公交車、公園的音樂噴泉……這是我的小城,我的記憶,我的所愛。

現在,我生活在陌生的地方,照管自己的生活,有期待,有失落,有快樂,有彷徨。期間究竟懷著怎樣的心情,如魚飲水,冷暖自知。也許再次離開,也會懷念這裏吧。圖書館安靜的下午、書架上厚實的塵土和發黴的墨香、晚自習結束回來路上陪伴我的那一盞黯淡的路燈、一一風荷舉的馬蹄湖、大中路上林間投影的一束光……

就這樣,我將匆匆的走過一個又一個地方,末了,它們的面貌只是一種模糊的悵惘罷。只有庫爾勒,我的小城,正如它名字的意義——眺望,是我頻頻遙望的念想,永遠割舍不下的遠方。這裏,是我生命的起始牌。

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